>>5139952I felt nothing for her the entire time, I was forcing a relationship I didn't want. She also kept throwing a bunch of red flags which I don't want to get into. It was like 60% because I wanted to date a guy, and 40% because she seemed crazy. It wasn't just a gay fantasy though, it was constant unhappiness and she really really liked me which only made me feel worse. She clearly wanted to have sex but I was grossed out by the thought of it and decided it was going nowhere and broke it off.
>>5139955I'm serious, I'm sick of dwelling on this, I want an answer or at least steps I can take to get an answer. I have been struggling with this for a while and figured getting with a girl would fix it but it did nothing.
