>>15433066>I suppose so, but not thinking is a bit hard to doi meant, not thinking about the thing or rather move outside as quickly as possible so you dont have time to think it through
>the only ones I can stand are flies.flies dont scare me like other insects do (though i was really afraid of flies when i was a smol kid), but the fact that they could carry maggot eggs or fleas is kind of unsettling
>I can't even get an idea of where to start with
i think ze way is trial and error.
>Or outright making friends and hanging out?yes i mean that
>Hard enough on the internetmaking internet friends is really relative. most people active outside normal people social media excluding reddit are crazy and most people in online vidya (depending on hours) are normal. making *true* friends with crazy people is probably impossible while its easy to make true friends with people in online vidya
>And, do you think it would really get you anywhere different and make you happier even if you did improve your social skillsi have seen what lies behind ze curtain of this society... nepotism... and to abuse nepotism i need social skills
>but anywhere outside I'm too scared to even wander into, the fear of getting lost and something bad happeningwhy is that the case? did something cause that fear? you really cant get lost with a phone and something bad could always happen. i dont want to jinx you so i will not say the bad things that could happen to you in this moment
>>15433102my tummy stopped hurting
