>>17988288One of the more stronger recurring feelings I have is the overwhelming desire to do something to help her succeed in some way, which I understand is irrational. I would say it's probably similar to what Mr. Heck describes as "using Josie as an avatar", but that's not quite it. Maybe because I failed so catastrophically the first time around, this time it feels cathartic to see Josie win in life. Maybe that's what I'm missing, in some fucked way. The need to fix things somehow.
>>17988301That's true. Thank you.
>>17988303I'm not that easily swayed you know, Josiegang is for life. Just learning how to convert her influence into a positive one would be a bit harder for me.
