Josie will probably hate me forever for this, and that's ok. I have love for her, not the romantic or sexual kind, but the love you want to see someone succeed, and not hate themselves any more.
Song of the thread is "Home" by Smash Mouth!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-puC8xDkHkI am Bad Ideas. Proof I unlisted this video and am linking it. Also added note at end of description.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72gqqXX25SEI am not any other alts on Josie's streams. I have been in the threads since day 1 of FishTank. Yes I'm good with finance. Yes I'm good with computers. Yes I'm good with power tools. Yes, I am a real brony.
Josie in person is way prettier than the pictures can show. She is a 10 in both personality and looks. I don't think she believes me/us and thinks we are all just flattering her to get in her pants or meming, or her confidence is just that low. I don't think I've ever seen a person with so much contrast between their unbelievable strength, beauty, and positivity, and massive self hatred.
I was at Game-On all 3 days, it was pretty fun. I did overstay my welcome at her stand to shoot my shot and I did, I was declined, it's ok. I did tell Josie that there is a gap between what her confidence should be and where it is, she seemed angry I said this, and wanted clarification. My emotions are too complex and powerful for me to have explained them in that short moment, so I said I didn't have the words, which is true in that situation.
She seems close to Luke, or at least closer to anyone else we have seen her with. He could be her secret boyfriend not that I care. I kinda hope he is, at least he would be able to help build up her confidence and self love more. She needs to open up to someone eventually, or she will run herself into the ground long term. She needs a man, yet refuses to let herself get close to one due to fear. She needs a rock to support her, and give her small amounts of guidance to shine.
