>>16367911I cant find love, i dont know what it is. I think i have loved, but i have never been loved. Lurking on this website has shown me women cant love, they are incapable of it. There are days i crave to be hugged, but then i realize i am me and i am alone. I feel like anyday now, i am ready for the rope. I have it allready planned out, anyday now i am going to snap. I feel it, i know it and i dont fear it anymore. 37 years have shown me enough of this life to know its over hyped. There is no happy ending here you struggle to survive, but in the end, no matter what you still die.
