>>12184294>I'm worried about my college acceptancehm, do you mean your scholarship? I can't imagine a college would revoke your acceptance because you failed a couple classes. I failed Organic Chem 2 and nothing happened. Even then, you can just go to another university, it's not the end of the world <3
can you take a break from school? I had to do something very attention-whore-ish to get my mom to pay attention to my problems and let me switch into a Degree I wanted to pursue. Do your parents know the severity of your situation?
(About your Cali trip, I also had a Cali trip at the height of my depression, with my mom, sorry i just like finding parallels lmfao)
Although you had something going for you before Covid, it still seemed like you were struggling. Covid and the lockdowns were the straw the broke the camel's back.
Don't be like me. When I came out of my depression, i got cocky and never saw a psychiatrist. My depression and anxiety got progressively worse. don't be ashamed. sorry for the paragraphs.