>>18113854Yeah, sometimes looking forward is the hardest thing to do.
Maybe I would have learned these lessons another way, but this is how things went. I learned, I'm not who I was back then.
I guess in some way I haven't really forgiven myself for the personality I had, but I should.
Life is all about growth. As you say, focusing too much on the past blinds you to growing and maturing in the here and now.