>>8237515Oh god I do. she was beautiful in that long white dress. We walked the city coastline from one side to the other. We didn't speak at all. As if anything we would say couldn't possible be as good as being with one another. we sat in a bench at the park near the city tower. That time she looked me in the eyes and I knew I was in love. We kissed for what felt like eons. And yet it was too short. She had to go home soon. before she could leave I grabbed her arm and promised her I would love her forever. That I would always be with her. And she looked as if in bliss. A smile so radiant you only see them in movies and manga. But it was real. On our way home she rested her head on my shoulder while we were sitting on the bus. She was tired, it was long day afterall. That was the first time I truly felt alive.
I omitted some details, but that was how it went. I miss her sometimes. But it wasnt something that was ment to last. It was just passion in its purest form. Young love to be burned away with time. And that is what happened. We got burned out, both of us. I kept trying to make things right until she betrayed me. I promised not t remember her since but I cant help myself. every now and then I remember. That first kiss all those nights. It wasn't all good times though. Her parents, her family, her rules about them, they didn't help us at all. Neither did I help by being clumsy and stupid at the wrong times.
I dunno if I should thank you for reminding me or not. I guess I should.
thanks
Exams are still going but my motivation has hit rock bottom today. I am slowly abandoning duolingo japanese too. I was so excited for that. I guess cutting off all I really like doing for studying makes me not want to do it.
I am thinking of downloading some single player game to play when I am feeling down. Maybe it will act as a boost me up.
Thats all thanks for reading my blog.
>>8237524God do I remember.
