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Fuck you OP
>meet girl online
>meet loads of girls online what's the big deal?
>I say /pol/ shit in front of them and act like a schizo lol cow, who cares?
>meet one girl through her ex, don't care about her for months
>friends start telling me I should date her
>fall for her despite her being wrong for me in every way
I wish I could push a button and make the feelings go away. Every time I tell myself that I physically push my finger against something as if doing so. I fucking wake up and get maybe 5 seconds before I think of her. I'm trying so hard to meet other women irl, any woman, just get laid for fucks sake but I'm an ugly 28 year old virgin.
So I started working out but I know I'm only doing it to try to "win" her which will NEVER happen. At least one day I'll hopefully be over it and have some improvement but I still don't eat enough so it's a waste of time... same with trying to improve my in one, it's just to attarct a girl I can never get what a fucking pathetic joke. I'm genuinely the most worthless cuck and should be killed.
