In November 2019 I got sick of being a NEET (I was 25 and had been NEET for a year and had only ever worked part-time before) so I got a job in a factory and started having to get up at 5:30 a.m. and as a result I started to fall asleep standing up at work because I was sleeping 6 hours a night as opposed to like 9. Then I started drinking coffee to avoid getting fired and before long I was sleeping 5 hours a night. By June 2020 I was in the forest and noticed I felt dissociated from reality. By November of that year I stopped feeling sleepy at work. I started having lucid dreams of this museum place i know I'd been to before, and an office. Also my job moved places so I had dreams of a place where I worked for 1 day while my job moved, except that never happened. I had dreams of being st my computer desk when suddenly the power went out and the LCD light clock display started showing impossible numbers and symbols and I heard the clicking of a printer booting up. I woke up suddenly. Another time this happened except I was in a tunnel of trees in a dark dead forest and the wind picked up and there was screaming around me and I suddenly kicked the side of the bed. I'm at around 2,000 hours of sleep debt at this point and I'm probably permanently fucked. My vocabulary has shrunk from that of a college graduate (I dropped out of high school) to probably that of your average college freshman IF that.
Whatever.im fucked anyway. Fuck wagecucking.
