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Any other failures here?
Dear diary,
>great grades lower school (age 4-11)
>official iq test at age 8/9
>130
>always ahead of everyone in class
>finish lower school one year earlier
>middle school
>highest educational program
>pick most difficult optional extra courses (physics/biology/chemistry)
>good grades too, without having to work hard
>start uni at 17
>dual degree maths+physics
>live relatively far away, takes about two hours to get there by public transport
>parents won't let me move out cause too young
>2 hours of travel, 8 hours of classes, 2 hours of travel again, for 5 days a week
>public transport is too noisy/crowded so i can't study or do homework
>get too stressed out
>start failing classes
>get kicked from uni because of not getting enough credits (one class away from passing)
>get scold at by family for being lazy and not studying enough (none of them even have a high school education)
>force me to start another program
>do so even though completely burnt out
>fail again because of absolutely no motivation and loss of discipline
>drop out without telling family because they'd shit on me anyway
>try to find work in the meantime while learning several programming languages
>unable to get a job because nobody hires an inexperienced neet
Turning 25 soon and going to kill myself if i can't find anything before the summer holiday ends in August. There's no money (or motivation frankly) to get a degree, and i don't want to wait another 5 years to start earning money. The only thing i want is a job which allows for promotions, since i know i can work my way up from the bottom.
