>>21935618he already had a boyfriend. it was an open relationship and he began talking to me less when i said i looked bad and didn't really want to get intimate with him anyway. he was cute but i just thought of him as a friend and i don't like polygamy stuff. he later mentioned hrt as a means of staying young looking and became trans not too long after.
i also miss my best friend who disappeared without a trace last easter. i don't know where he went. i pray that he's ok often.
i experienced a lot of loss.