>>12001161I know what you mean.
I'm into aquariums. Like, REALLY into aquariums. To the point that watching youtube videos about gH/kH/pH balancing and various forms of manipulating the quality of your water through chemicals and filter media is notably exciting to me.
No one I know is into aquariums. It's always like that. I'm just either into shit no one else is, or I'm too into stuff and it puts people off. That makes me sound like a sperg, but I can actually read people and can avoid going full autism. So mostly stay alone.
This is Stoicism.
>>12001164>i don't like the idea of being emotionally vulnerable and intimate with someone. This right here. Absolutely nightmarish thought. Like just spreading your legs and daring someone to foot-blast your nuts. I think not.
>Take the symptons more as flags.Yeah, if you have it- your intuition should guide you in the right direction.