>>4431505It sounds like the monotony of your life is starting to get to you. That can be really hard to get through. Sometimes taking up a new hobby or learning a new skill can give you the break you need. When I feel it starting to get to me I sculpt rocks in my front yard.
Maybe you just need a change of scenery. I'm really sorry to hear that I want you to find happiness in your daily life. You're such a nice person you deserve to be happy.....plus you're a super qt so there's that <3
