>>15112699there are a lot of facets to my situation plus my delusions I have solidified. ever since i was 14 I have realized I would die alone i have come to terms with it. I'm sure I'll die with my purity and go on to a different type of world next time. if not, the oblivion with my mistakes will be due for the course anyhow.
I just wish for better for others since I know its possible.