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I hate to go with the cliche but get you some testosterone and start lifting. If you haven't noticed, Doctors are legit criminals that will push you in the wrong direction. I qualified for testosterone with 2 low scores <300ng and they STILL wouldn't prescribe it once I hit 350ng.
So I said fuck them and antidepressants and all of it. I started injecting 250mg a week, a high amount. Your mind changes. You don't notice your weakness, you just know your a machine that needs to get bigger and stronger. So it will come natural. Wake up, eat 3 eggs with 1/2 cup of white rice maybe some toast. Do as many pushups as you can, go for a 1 mile jog, which won't be easy at first.
You will feel the correct reward pathways working, and what seems foreign to you will become natural. You don't need to worry about your personality, people mostly suck anyways. Take it from somebody who somewhat feels like you. I managed to make it through school with friend groups and had long term girlfriends, and my favorite time is still alone time.
There are a million fucking things to do in this world. You have to find shit you are interested in that doesn't involve chicks. You need to make yourself so awesome, that you're the only one in the club, and you MIGHT consider if one of these stupid ho's that will fuck up your life.
"But gear is bad! You're telling someone to take steroids?" Listen kike, did you read the post? I think I'd worry about the whole dreading and not enjoying any aspect of life a little more serious. Besides, I don't think I've met a kike that approves of steroids (besides Goldberg, cause how else was a kike gonna get that big) They do NOT want you with confidence and courage.
(Also remember location and environment is everything. I lived in the same place for 30 years, and moved away for the better part of a year. Everything is different. Origin of the Species. You will adapt. You were born for it)
