>>17431000Bhagavad Gita 1.40-47
>When a dynasty is destroyed, its traditions get vanquished, and the rest of the family becomes involved in irreligion.>With the preponderance of vice, O Krishna, the women of the family become immoral; and from the immorality of women, O descendent of Vrishni, unwanted progeny are born.>An increase in unwanted children results in hellish life both for the family and for those who destroy the family. Deprived of sacrificial offerings, the ancestors of such corrupt families also fall.>Through the evil deeds of those who destroy the family tradition and thus give rise to unwanted progeny, a variety of social and family welfare activities are ruined.>O Janardan (Krishna), I have heard from the learned that those who destroy family traditions dwell in hell for an indefinite period of time.>Alas! How strange it is that we have set our mind to perform this great sin with horrifying consequences. Driven by the desire for kingly pleasures, we are intent on killing our own kinsmen. It would be better if, with weapons in hand, the sons of Dhritarashtra kill me unarmed and unresisting on the battlefield.>Sanjay said: Speaking thus, Arjun cast aside his bow and arrows, and sank into the seat of his chariot, his mind in distress and overwhelmed with grief.This is why you are a trans, your dynasty has collapsed. And all that remains is for a dynasty that has not collapsed to subjugate you. as I alluded to here
>>17429893There is no escaping reality, gnostic. Pray to your ancestors, look to their traditions and see what happens. It wont be solved in one chat after years of trauma and neglect. I would say Godspeed, but it feels wrong here. Regardless I wish you find your way back to yourself.