>>20326871>no friends >a few hobbies but refuse to talk about them because it will just expose how little effort i put into them>no special talents >no gf>meaningless, unfulfilling job i hate>used to believe in something until i learned all it does is make me look foolish, don't believe in anything anymore>observe other people living life, rather than actually living it myself it's almost over. one day I'll stop lying to myself i have hobbies and become a true NPCcel