>>15432843>Looked like from last time that you stay up a lot yourselfthat was an exception
>that's how it was for mewhy? waking up when its (about to) gett(ing) dark (especially in winter) is so much more comfy
>Is it insomnia or something?thanks to something around 1 week ago i really sleep well compared to before that.
>Or maybe not, hence the OP.i dont think that made my tummy hurt
>I stand there for half a minute or something thinking about itthe next time you go outside you could just do it without thinking. i got over my terrible fear of insects that way.
>Can you think of anything in particular that you wanna do outside, once you get over those feelings?well, id do social stuff to improve my social skills, i think.
>And does your dissociation really prevent you from doing those 2 things, also?dissociation only messes with ones cognitive abilities. that also means it affects how you perceive everything. you need to experience it to understand this i think. if i go outside, without having a map inside my head of where everything is, i really have troubles navigating because i dont really perceive stuff surrounding me. this is probably one of the worst effects it has on me
>I could say another time, reasons right now.i dont get this
