>>11210179if green was an emotion, [left] is what it feels like in a dream, and [right] what it's like in life.
In reality, it's just a disposition. bad things are bad, good things are good, but there's nothing to it. it's hollow. and that doesn't even manage to make me actually sad. When everything is the same, it sometimes gets hard to bear.
>>11210367that hasn't worked until now. I see where you're coming from, and rationally, that should work, but it doesn't. I don't want to whine too much though. I'm probably being irrational and should just get my shit together. But if it doesn't feel worth it, that's not easy to do.
I hope I didn't change your mind and made you think I'm a whiny NEET after all.
