>>1725341Well you might be one that gets calmed down by stimulants. I sure am. Perhaps experiment with those. Also make sure to get an indica strain, high in CBD if you go the weed route.
I am somewhat crazy in the /pol/ ways (autism spectrum + what I think was an adolescent bout of schizophrenia) and I have found coffee up/cannabis down to be a stable, affordable, enjoyable drug regimen. YMMV.
P.S. I also had occasional insomnia before