>>8545422>anti-depressants.Nah, I don't want any drugs. I'll just ride it out, until happiness hits my soul. I know it's out there but I just have to keep looking. Even if it takes me most of my life to find it. Nothing wrong with feigning happiness desu. It's pretty much faith by this point for me. Even if disappoint myself time after time, I know tomorrow will be a new day. Could bring some good times or bad times, but at-least I don't get the same day twice.