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>part 6/6 2021-present
Fast forward to today. I barely finished uni a few months ago and I'm still struggling to find a good job. I'm still very much a fat loser and fixing up my life feels impossible at this point. I don't have the will to do anything anymore. I became depressed during uni and seeing what I've become only has the effect of dragging me even further down. I'm at the point where I can down a whole pint of ice cream and it's the only thing that gives me a small amount of dopamine anymore. Last night I had a dream about the good old days and when I woke up I started thinking about my friends again. Against my better judgement I looked them all up in LinkedIn because I stopped hsing facebook and I saw them all doing really well for themselves. I guess that's what prompted me to type this pathetic cope of a post. I still feel wronged yet somehow, despite everything, I'd like to see them again. It would be really easy to get in touch with them, since I still have their phone numbers. The real question is after all this time, is there even a point?
