>>19562016I have the same issue, and abused drugs for many years simply to feel normal.
Through ironclad willpower I quit, and was left with the devastating effects of not having enough of those neurotransmitters to function. I tried taking “legitimate” (no such thing) pharmaceutical drugs and was left in the same position as when I was taking street drugs: the endogenous chemicals downregulate your brain’s already impaired ability to produce them naturally, and as you develop a tolerance the only solution is to up the dose
I’m off everything now for the sake of my two-year-old firstborn son. You are disabled and just accept your disability, as paraplegics must accept the reality of their chair
Godspeed Anon