yeah i was lowdosing acid in university. in the last lectures later on and i loved the busride back to the train station. i wanted to know if i can understand the lectures on lowdose acid. i can't´. but it was already breakdown expression. actually not, because i would have done it either ways. why not, it gives me better understanding on how my mind works and in which frames i can move and not.
yeah i feel like a dirty bomb right now. seems like the food is not really to consume, but a measure for psychological warfare against satanics.
but with the acid in university, i was already to corrupted in health and attacked by the satanics to follow the university lectures unfortunately. the busride gave me a huge positive psychological effect. people were noticing me. human expression, some connected, some saw the pain and expressed it in a caring way. i liked that. i wish this would have been every day like this. we wouldn't be in this state if the people were so attentive and open emotional about strangers from the same city and near.
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