Good Lord it's speeding up again.
>>10315046For the phenomenal high.
>why, that's right kind of youBy yesterday I mean the whole thing about the teacher. I'd rather not repeat the whole thing, let it stay buried in the archives. No one goes dumpster driving for these threads anyway, thank God.
>if you were to abstain that would increase your drive thousandfold for the first few weeks which might prompt you to actually go out there and get that brown gfIf you go through all the trouble of seeking help from a psychiatrist then shouldn't you reveal such a big detail as well?
They were probably not as vivid or detailed as yours but I had such visions in the past.
I agree about the treatment bit. If you admit to it then you'll just get warded and treated like an animal. Certain things in your life might be ruined as well as a result of that, like your financial status or your studies which, ironically, might push you back to those suicidal thoughts.
>>10314100I'm impressed. No, really. You get called a whore countless times, you get your face plastered all over the catalog, you get framed as a pedo tranny, you get your threads spammed with scat and gore and yet you still don't quit. I don't even know what to call this, but what the fuck, Reimu? You're one persistent little...
