>>4348726Before going to the occult you should learn self defense
Psychic self defense is the best book for the beginner on this subject
If you really want to know i got discords where you can learn and you should practice kundalini meditation in different ways with vibrations ligbts cold hot colors gravity big small feeling earth and around you and put it into yourself
Look up pairings and meridians
E,experiment in everyway imaginable and
During that read modern magick and self transformation kabbalah magic
