I feel the daemon trying to bully me even in this very numbed down state. Same with medication. Even if they work otherwise, the daemon can negate it all in the moment. I suppose the human mind just can't work with those thought patterns without panicking. Self-therapy time...
>>17272555>taking meds I feel sus about would probs nocebo maxxWell, you'll see. Maybe the meds will affect your sus sense too.
>Doing le benzos to join le aisu drunkness...Poo said I need one of my doctor's patients to die to even start to benzomaxx... He has over a thousand patients, I think. Shouldn't be impossible. Then I can take some Norsk babushkas place.