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>They remove my boots and coat for some unknown reason
>I look to my only refuge in shock
>my Duke Dmitri has forsaken me, like I had forsaken all who loved me
>could you believe this?
>I could not, despite the fact that deaf, dumb, blind man could see through this
>they all leave
>a tacit understanding between me and devil, mistakes are always met with consequences
>feel myself fall asleep
>struggle to wake up
>eventually see Felix walk back in
>you bastard
>I open my eyes wide
>get up quick
>he screams in a state of fear
>I attempt to beat my attacker
>but his resistance makes it difficult
>feel myself fall to the floor again
>Felix runs outside panicking
>I drag myself up the stairs and run into the snow
>I'LL TELL THE TSARINA EVERYTHING
>feel myself get shot in the back once more
>then in the skull
>God I've never felt anything more painful
>it was a state of panick for all, it was
>I beg for him to stop
>but he ignores
>he takes out a rubber trencheon
>the others watch as I am beat into a bloody pulp
>I lay in the snow weeping myself till I fell unconscious again
>wake up
>I am back in the house
>they see that I am still alive
>they don't care anymore
>they don't care about how much suffering they've put me through
>they grab me and throw my bloody carcass in the car
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