>>18122782>>18122821im really happy for her and wish her the absolute best.
but il be lying if i said im not also a little jealous.
not even the money(though it is a small part of it).
more about how she found her place,how freely she can express and be herself,how young and full of life she is,how receptive and approving people are of her.
and i know its stupid,pointless and gay to compare yourself to other people but i can't avoid it.
all the things that make me love her are the same things that cause me pain.
