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I have problem with memory but I have faith what I have is what suits the situation at the moment, and the mission. As needed, changing and challenging. Sometimes I am defeated, and let others present reality, which becomes part of it to me, and pushes under the good, the progress I should be furthering and continuing.
A lot of the time, now, I have what I need to be content and imenvision heavens. Some situations I am in problems and I am the solution, some aid comes and not rejecting it, recognising it and inventing use of it, silly and insignificant to what doesn't know. Results raise, connect the needy to what they need, life restored and abundant. Cost and problems I keep out of mind sometimes to keep paradise pure, to keep positive. I acknowledge who doesn't primarily as producing good too, they battle bad and stop it from growing beyond good... Maybe not, again, god only comes from good, maybe, fucking /pol/ makes problems prominent and they eclipse and replace freedom, people trying to produce greatness, fun. They don't really want problems done (ended), they want them to be under them, used as contrast to them with themselves seen and feeling better because of it. I see them as similar to what tortures/crucifies Christ. They approve... Lost it while trying to phrase what they did to Jesus. Smiling in a movie. The Passion of the Christ is a bad movie, Jesus stepping on a snake is blasphemy. He saves Satan. Doing/being good may have you destroyed by it but it passes on some good as opposed to growing attack, defense etc. There are arguments for being wrong, but they are excuses.
My excuse is I can't bear humanity, humans, man and woman, to not be present, not be the ultimate and existent. My love/wife, my girl and daughter from suffering or ending. Though they are diminished more by betrayal than being good. Being good generates aids that does a better job than aggression.
