>>16712125The knowledge of our state of current affairs casts a large mental shadow over my enjoyment of simple pleasures. You can't bluepill yourself. All happy experiences are tainted by the overarching horrors of our modern world.
It would be like this scene from Merlin (1998)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=o1arzN4Dkx8&t=2h42m12s