>>282557Hey it's better to be sexually flexible than regid, you'll get more out of life the less hang ups you have. Especially if you end up in a long term relationship, everyone gets old and out of shape eventually. The less those things bother you, the long your love life will live on and the healthier your relationships can be.
You know, just do you.
I don't know if I have a specific instance where I just suddenly realized I was into it, it just kind of grew into fruition as I grew up. I always had an obsession with pregnancy and bellies, grew up around a big family so that probably had an influence.
I do remember a couple of instances where I realized "this makes me feel" a lot more than other things. There was a girl I had a crush on in elementray, we were good friends but she moved away for a few years; in middle school she moved back and had gained a lot of weight and grew breasts and all that. It made me feel lots of "things" seeing her so much more developed and seeing things like catching glimpse of her fattened belly or navel when she stretched and her shirt raised up. Things like that, they just triggered me for some reason.
There was also a series of youtube videos where there was these guys that made light saber fight videos. In one of the earlier skits, there was a girl involved. In a later skin a couple of months later she returned, but she had put on a lot of weight. Got me really interested in the subjects, shortly there after i discovered videos of girls purposefully gaining weight and bbwchan, etc.
It was just, "hey, this makes me feel good, let me see what else does" and it grew from that. As I imagine most sexuality does, but at the same time, I always had some sort of "trigger" for it for some reason. Can't say why, my mom was always skinny, so it's not exactly Freudian. lol
