>>12241847Can't. Don't wanna increase firearm suicide statistics.
>>12241871.....not a playboy and that wasn't nice. I've been held up for....nevermind.
Your dad probably found it and knows what's going on but still sees you as the same. Dad's sometimes say things they don't mean in the heat of the moment because they're overwhelmed by so much going on. I'm sure you've been there too where you said something you didn't mean. By seeing that he probably realized how silly he was to say that he would disown you in the first place and was able to come to terms with it. Otherwise he probably would've said something about it right then and there. If dad is acting like normal then you should too. He wouldn't want it to be weird and neither should you. So what you put things in your butt? I'm sure he thinks there's worse things he could've found like a crack pipe or a dirty needle. A dildo is the least of your concerns. It must be really taxing knowing he saw that. I don't envy you. My dad found my stockings once and we got into a fist fight over it. The best thing you can do is go on as normal. Don't bring it up because he might just wanna forget about it and move on. If he brings it up just be calm and tell him how it is.
If he disowns you......well we can go from there. I'm sorry this is happening to you Noah.