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I'm 19, Italian.
I spend all my day on the phone or dping nothing, don't work out, study, read, draw, write, invent, think, all things I'd like to do but still I don't do them, almost never go out of the house, idk maybe I have depression but on the end the way o feel would be the same even if I now have a name to call it.
Fucked up sleeping habits, go to bed at 3 and wake up at 11.
Started university(physics) in mid September but of course didn't follow basically any lesson.
I decided to find a job, that can help me because I will go out, do things, and that will make me feel better, also it will give me a routine, and I will make some money and become more independent.
I have an interview tomorrow for a real estate agent entry level position, 1300$/month + 5% commission, after 3 months 1000$/month + 10% commission, from 9 to 13, 14 to 19:30, 5 days a week, cool as fuck since I'm an unqualified person and all the other jobs are store clerk or retail shit that is alienating and pays even less, after 3 months it's 9 to 13, 14 to 21, 6 days, finishes a little late but whatever.
I plan to work out in the morning and then study math and philosophy/read books in the evening.
In the meantime I can decide what to do with my life and straighten out, hopefully solving my problems too.
