>>19263385>being told im nice starts a slide show of every questionable thing i ever did, which i remember virtually every single one of since knee height. i may genuinely be fucking nuts but i dont like being called good because people are putting a lot of pressure on me, obviously expecting a level of conduct i may be at times incapable ofI 100% feel this. Before my former friend bullied and tormented me causing me severe depression (long story short i think it was because he wanted me to fuck him but i refused), he called me "too nice" multiple times and "the most genuine person i've ever met"
And then he decided to bully me and kept doing it. I'm talking emotionally hurting me because i really liked him and he was rubbing it in my face that he was getting fucked by other dudes. Eventually i had enough of his shit so I retaliated and continued to do so since he never apologized and now according to others he just thinks im "creepy". I'm talking id send his lewds to his homophobic parents, report him to the IRS, etc kind of retaliation since i never granted me closure.
I feel like picrel, unironically. Yeah, you presuming me to be genuine and nice doesnt grant you the unrestricted ability to shit on me without consequences
