>>7924319Alright. Tell your close-one to bring you to a Doctor office and tell your symptoms. Seek help rather trying to resolve. We all care for you Cowboy, no matter how much hatred you've been through, you matter regardless.
Schedule a therapy, exercise, drink warm milk to help you sleep. Let me tell you my story for once.
When I was a teenager, I was the shyest yet nervous individual at my high school. My mental health was quite decent, I had hatred with anyone to whom I encounter since I was a misanthrope. I felt truly disgusted to myself. I'm even not attractive and I simply don't care. I'm worthless, but it doesn't bring me down. I move on. Words doesn't injure me. Everybody can tell me how much of a subhuman I am and I still don't express sadness nor depression. But now, my life is slowly getting better by exercising, dieting, and drinking only water and tea. You know how much I love tea. Tea is beneficial to my overall health. Tea can improve your immune system. Tea is recommended. Of course depending which type of tea we're speaking about. Green tea is one of them.
Look, Cowboy. No one is perfect. No one can be the best of them all. No one can be happy as long as they live. Nobody are the embodiment of perfection. Myself included, I'm not perfect.
We all exist just to live til we rot beneath the ground. To show appreciation to God or evolution (depending on your perspective). Our presence are only come to show how much we are. We as humans.
