>>11519935>>rub with a 20+ year older womanYou'll never understand the appeal, will you?
>only take them so I don't drop spaghetti everytime I'm in a stressful situation I don't know how to deal withAnd you'll never learn how to deal with such situations if you keep drugging yourself like that. I only see two ways forward, either you'll be forced to sober up one day and realise that it's too late to learn those things, or you'll be so far gone none of that will even register anymore.
>not because I lack in looksI'm glad you're becoming more confident in that aspect at least.
Now I admit I'm probably so far gone at this point that all of this is just fairytale gibberish most likely, but sex is something that only comes later. If you find the right girl the sex will come by itself, I'm assuming, but only after a while. And so much more... Anyway, I doubt a good girl would so readily sleep with a guy, any guy.
But Spain is right, casual sex is easy to come by, more or less. If you go to the pub with your more extroverted friend chances are some girl will approach you if you take proper care of how you present yourself in public. That being said...
>it's what you're eating that mattersI agree.
>sober teaPeppermint tea has no caffeine, you know. By that logic people who drink apple juice aren't sober either. Are you sure you're not finding excuses for your vices only?
>I can't wait my eyes are shutting downCome on, and I wrote all that...
>>11520907Reality is merely what your brain perceives to be reality. While you dream, if it's not lucid, the brain is completely unaware of the fact that that isn't reality. As long as you have even one single event which your brain can reproduce the sensations of, you can effectively trick yourself into believeing, in the moment, that it's real. The potential long term effects do worry me a little, I suppose. So far I haven't experienced many changes in my day to day life, though.
Hey aren't you the same guy who was into ryona?
