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Being a man, I do not really fear as I could start a family for a long time. Though I did desire at one point to build a family when I was still young, I wanted to have a family and kids before 25 but now I am 32 and still alone. Spent my entire teens and twenties alone, after that I had some romances that didn't last, an older woman who I really fell for and who I can't get out of my head. It's a mess.
Now there's a south American girl who keeps chatting with me on social media, I am contemplating maybe starting something with her, I have practically no long term relationship experience but the fact that she keeps reaching out to me is something that my withered heart has trouble dealing with.
I don't fucking know what to do. I just wish I could've done the normal route, like so many of my peers. Get a girl in college, start living together and make babies before 30. But I guess I was meant for other things, like shitposting on 4chan for a decade.
