>>7184182My problem was with psychedelics and dissociatives. I was so bored by real life and my surroundings that I chose to escape as frequently as possible. When I went to rehab, no one really knew how to deal with me. They were constantly giving out information about alcohol and warning us about fentanyl. I don't recommend rehab for people who haven't completely lost control. You sound like you have control. Anyway.I had to come to my own conclusion about my specific area of drug use. I realized that if I was going to keep doing drugs, I had to do them on my own time with my own money, and that means I had to fix my life up. Now drugs are an occasional indulgence for me. Didn't mean to write a paragraph, oops.
Anyway, it sounds like even if you don't love this girl, you like being around her. And she has at least a little of your respect because of the way you describe her. So if you're having fun, and she's a cool person, what harm is it really if it started as an experiment?
