>>15431351>believing the no sex before marriage memeYou are an absolute fucking retard.
Top tip, this worked in the past when women:
> got married at 14>had no access to contraception>were socially ostracised for having children outside of wedlock>completely relied on men Trying to keep a woman celibate while she goes through the period where her body is literally screaming at her to fuck every chad she can, in a society where there are literally no consequences for doing so, is a complete mugs game and you deserved exactly what you got.
Honestly I respect her for putting up with your shit for 7 years, although to be fair she was probaby fucking around the whole time and this was the one time she missed the pill or something.
Anyways, my recommendation is this:
1. Drop the no sex before marriage meme and fuck around a bit yourself before finding someone similar to have kids with. Warning, this option only works if you aren't an incel or a closet homo.
2. Keep to your gay little fantasy and stay celibate and then marry someone far younger than yourself when you're ready to have kids. Raising children with an emotionally immature virgin is probably going to mentally destroy you even more effectively than your cucking, but you asked for it.