>>13131493nah bro, im the absolute living version of an introvert, besides earning the monthly, i spend most days in my own mind
I get the full package whenever I do big shroom doses. Last time I visualized so hard on the come up, that instantly after having puked, I was suddenly 4 different places at once. As in, full on experiencing myself in 4 realities with 1 consciousness, full on open eyed delusion.
You are stopping yourself somehow, I have seen it before. It's a mental block that's come about because the you, you think you are, is not the you of your soul. You are currently a vessel. You need to wake up.