>>13300597the root of your issues seems to be basing your self-esteem off of other people. you need to realize they only look down on you because they see you struggling and want to forget their own struggles. most people are fucking useless and you only have to seriously question their beliefs or look at their everyday lives to discover this. even the geniuses/celebrities everybody like to worship as being "perfect" always get dogshitted on as soon as they slip up. no matter what you do, people are always going to have something shit to say about you.