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dont like to complain and i wish i didnt have so much to complain about. Every teacher or coach i had took special interest in me and tried to do 1 on 1 stuff to help unleash my potential. Everywhere i went, people loved me. But by my parents, I was set up for social, sexual, spiritual, and financial failure.
Theres a whole archetype of guys like me, into the same sort of stuff, did the same type of stuff, made the same decisions, come from similar backgrounds, and most turned out MUCH better. I, by far, have turned out the worst.
*Social failure, because my parents moved me to different schools every few years in an attempt to micromanage me. as soon as i started forming any bonds with peers, i was moved to a different school, my mom constantly screamed at me about how im weird or unlikable, killing my self esteem and causing me to stop even trying to make friends by the time i got moved to a new school in 6th grade
*sexual failure, because of first, low self esteem, growing up in a STRICT BAPTIST FAMILY. ALL sexual contact was seen as 'sin', nothing to even joke about, and my dad never even explained sex to me, so i thought babies came from the butt til 14 years old, didnt learn to masturbate til 16 yo, thought i was completely gay til i was 18 yo, virgin til 22. both women and men are commonly interested in me and ill be into them too but crippling shame self hatred low self esteem and social awkwardness has kept me an incel for another few years since losing my virginity.
spiritual, bc baptist christianity is the biggest joke crackpot religion of all, shouldnt be hard to get this one
financial failure, bc I wasnt allowed to hold money for the most part as a kid. my parents never gave me any allowance except if i did some REALLY extra shit, had no understanding of money and therefore went crazy with money soon as i got any
Life sucks, scum fuks
-GG allin
Im not even that angry just sick of getting gaslit by the people that fucked my life to begin with
