>>4462563Yeah sure.
When I was in high school some shit went down, my parents divorced out of nowhere and omitting a long long list of details my life became a living hell. My life was completely the opposite of what it used to be and I had no idea how to cope. One day my Mom had her boyfriend and his 8 year old son over (this was only a few months after the divorce), the dude was a piece of shit and his son was horrible, I hated them both. They stayed the night but all slept in my Mom's bed together for some reason while me and my sister just watched this fucked up situation play out. It gave me the weirdest feeling, I can't describe how it made me feel. I felt hate, so much hate, I knew I had to leave the house. I was in the kitchen doing something when my Mom came down to get a midnight snack and I told her I was going for a drive and just left.
I drove for hours and hours getting lost blasting music (Sun Kil Moon primarily hence the song I posted) and pulled into a parking lot and tried to smoke some cigarettes I picked up. I never smoked but my body wouldn't calm down and I thought it would help. I kept choking on them and ended up throwing them out and looking up into the stars and just thinking, I sat and thought for a while about my life and how it was so different and how I didn't understand anything. That night I will never forget, I'm even shaking typing this right now. It was such a beautiful experience, I had a lot of more moments like those and they made me grow up. I don't think I would be the person I am today without them.
During that period I had a ton of moments like this.
