>>20560601Gonna tell my most vulnerable story for ya fren:
One of the Syrian girls I mentioned was the literal girl of my dreams. We first hooked up on my 24th birthday and she literally told me she had herpes and I still fucked her without a condom... Yeah, worst thing I ever did because my idiot teen romance brain thought that would be the glue that held us together and she ghosted me HARD four months down the line...
I know how much hate I'll get for this and it's okay because I dont think any stranger here could hate me more than I hate myself for that. This was a couple years ago and I'll be over it. I still love her and it only fuels the hatred for myself because so had complete insecure-meltdown when she started giving hints of leaving.
I'm an idiot and my brain chemistry has been fucked from that moment on... Don't be like me. Do things the right way and prepare yourself for a good woman.
