>>13266152You’re far gone dude, can’t get through to you, you’re seeing evil everywhere even where it isn’t, that’s why you believe the light that will overtake evil will be “fake”, that’s why you believe evil prevents you from knowing what is good, that’s why you believe people who disagree with you or try to help you are satanists ... the wake up call will be harsh.
God is everywhere and within us, God is the All, any other belief about God runs into contradictions. I’m not spooked by you in any way, as I said I feel sad for you that you misinterpret people’s intentions so much and that you see enemies everywhere.
I believe Jesus existed and did “miracles”. I don’t believe Jesus is God as that is self-contradictory.
“Jesus died for our sins” means that he tried to show people the right way, and people rejected him and crucified him. It doesn’t mean that by believing in him and sitting on your ass you will magically go to heaven. Also, eternal hell is not a thing, heaven wouldn’t be heaven if we knew other people are suffering horribly at the same time, and a loving God wouldn’t condemn anyone to eternal suffering as that too is self-contradictory. You’re free to deny logic, but eventually you will realize that it isn’t the road to heaven.