>>10575316general depression, lack of understanding around me, lack of succes nowdays, over pushed limits in study, general tiredness, self hate for dumb shits i have done in the past, unsure future, feeling i'm geting dumber over the years as my knowledge increases ( IQ tests says that i have 124 or 136 points but still can't reach my goal) , concentration problems, hardly connecting with normie friends (fear of loseing them, and yes they are real friends who care for me) and other humans etc...
But i keeping up my smile and bright view and trying to motivete avaryone around me but i'm just burned out..
I just want to go for a long walk and never return but i can't cause i have things to do and my sense of duty is the strongest in me
