>>17560077I haven't been to one of those hellholes since single digit age. They nearly killed me twice. Public pools have got to be the most vile places on the planet and I'd feel more comfortable being in a war-torn African village than one.
Beaches are only a step above.
Anyhow, there's absolutely no way I'm ever going anywhere that people can see my bare body. That's a nightmare. I feel fucked up if even just my arms are in view. If I ever know how it's like to have my body in water again it'll be if I get a bathtub.
It's not only having people see me, but also me having to see them. I repulse at bare bodies. Looking at a person's skin for me is like looking at the most trashy porn you could think of. I don't have any other way to put it.