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>tfw no gf
>tfw no drive to do anything because muh angsty existentialist/identity crisis
>tfw no job
>tfw live as dependent with single parent
>tfw overweight and look like shit with questionable hygeine
>tfw can only sustain relationships (acuaintance or friendship) for a little while before I second guess myself into withdrawal and cold shoulder people out of self loathing
>tfw burden on entire family emotionally and fiscally
>tfw graduated in top 5% of graduating class from 5A highschool, received an academic excellence scholarship for college that paid a decent amount for tuition, etc, but squandered it in the first few weeks on webcam girls b/c of porn addiction b/c of social anxieties/lack of sufficient guidance from father figure due to divorce several years back
>tfw before that, stress from working a retail job, taking 4 AP classes, and preparing for college my senior year forced me into a catatonic state which landed me in a mental health clinic for two weeks
>tfw happened again while taking online summer community college classes, but this time tried a pathetic suicide attempt by vyvanse (ADD medication that's part of a class of amphetamines) that landed me in a hospital overnight to let it work out of my system and then into another mental health clinic for another two weeks
>tfw was working again for a while at same place I worked in HS while taking community college courses, but stopped the former, and then a while later the latter b/c wasted leftover money from job on more cam girls
>tfw now broke, dependent on single parent, gf-less, jobless, soulless, and waiting for death because I don't have the courage to off myself but neither do I have the courage to get my life back into some semblance of order
I didn't deserve the privilege of being born into this world. Someone just find me and end me quickly and quietly.
